NBA/ 童年被強暴、虐待 Lonnie Walker自述剪髮原因

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聖安東尼奧馬刺隊的側翼Lonnie Walker公開了自己的髮型以及剪髮的背後意義。


在他的NBA生涯的頭兩年中,關於Lonnie Walker IV 的最有名的特色可能是他獨特的「鳥窩」髮型。


他是馬刺建隊不可或缺的一份子,他的特殊造型讓他在球場上特別吸睛。


然而,這位21歲年輕人在IG發布影片,與大家分享這個髮型背後對他來說特別的意義,而他又為何決定剪掉他。


他寫道:「在我五年級的暑假期間,我和家人在一起。」 「有些名字會在我心裏難以抹去。我受到了性騷擾,強暴,虐待,甚至習慣了,因為在那個年齡,你不知道那是什麼。我是一個容易受騙的好奇孩子,不知道真實世界是什麼樣子。我的心態是我的頭髮是我可以控制的,我的頭髮是我可以創造的屬於我的東西。這給了我信心。」

Walker還說,由於武漢肺炎,他沒有處於最佳狀態,並關在家看著鏡子裡的自己,最終在此過程中找到了平靜。

「我甚至寬恕了所有人,儘管那些人不值得我原諒,因為它很沈重。時間不會等待任何人,所以我為什麼要浪費時間(在那些人身上)呢?我剪頭髮不僅僅是剪頭髮。我的頭髮掩蓋了我隱藏的不安,我覺得我還沒有準備好面對這個世界。但是現在比以前好多了。昨日種種譬如昨日死,今日種種譬如今日生,我在精神,情感,身體和精神上都蛻變了。生活永遠很艱難。一定打好手上的那副牌,並嘗試贏得勝利。失敗不會萬劫不復,失敗為成功之母。」

Lonnie Walker的新髮型十分俐落,側面有一個十字架。希望他髮型的名氣不會蓋過他的表現。


能夠和大家分享這種悲劇故事並非易事,但他的勇氣,以及他在此過程中獲得內心安定的力量,應該受到讚賞。


 




 

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The real truth as to why i started doing this early 5th grade, it was a cloaking device for me. During the summer of my 5th grade year I was around more family. Some that names will be left alone I was around more. I was sexually harassed, raped, abused, I even got accustomed to it because being at that age you don’t know what is what. I was a gullible curious kid that didn’t know what the real world was. I had a mindset that my hair was something that I can control. My hair was what I can make and create and be mine. And it gave my confidence. As of recently I wasn’t at my best. Previous History popping up in my head and it sucked mentally “demons”..... because of this virus, I began to truly look at myself in the mirror and see who I truly was even behind closed doors. Long story short I have found peace and internal happiness through this journey god willingly. I forgave everyone even the people that don’t deserve it why? Because it’s dead weight. Time doesn’t wait on anyone so why should I waste my time on it ? Me cutting my hair was more than a cut. My hair was a mask of me hiding the insecurity’s that I felt the world wasn’t ready for. But now better then ever. Out with old. In with the new. I have shed my skin mentally, emotionally, physically, and spiritually. Life will always be hard. Gotta play with the cards your dealt with and try and make a winning hand. And if you lose. It’s never a lost. It’s a lesson . I’m gonna be off this for awhile still growing through this. Just know I love each and everyone one of y’all. Peace love and happiness 

Lonnie Walker IV(@buddah)分享的貼文 於 張貼



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