我之前一直不敢發聲，但今天我的生命遭到了威脅。在此之前，我經歷了性騷擾、威脅和擺佈，而加害者正是我曾懷有敬意的前男友—— NBA球員德懷特- 霍華德，以及他的團隊。他那大不敬的人渣牧師甚至還想仙人跳我。
原文：I was afraid to speak but today my life was threatened after I was sexually harassed, threatened and manipulated, by someone I respected, my ex boyfriend NBA player Dwight Howard, and his camp also “”catfished”” by his disrespectful ass PASTOR
原文：Before we start, I just need to say this is really about his team and his crooked PASTOR threatening my life over an unsigned NDA and he has been trying to intimidate ME into taking “hush money” for what they did to me.
在我們開始前，我首先需要聲明的是，這件事真正的核心部分是：霍華德的團隊和他那騙子牧師威逼利誘，想讓我簽下保密協議但未能得逞，於是氣急敗壞。
原文：I met Dwight a while back, at Wild N Out to be exact, we made eye contact, and a week later he was in my DM's. I'm use to dealing with celebrities so automatically I told him hit me from his “finsta” (fake page) so our convo wouldn't get leaked, I mean he is a “Legend”
我是在挺久以前第一次遇見霍華德的，準確地說是在相聲演員Nick Cannon的《Wild 'n Out》專場活動中相遇的。我們的眼神不由自主地碰撞。而一周後，他就跑來私信我。那我也不是第一天跟社交名流們打交道了，所以我自然而然地就告訴他要從“ finsta ”（假的Ins個人主頁）上跟我交流，這樣以來我們之間的對話就不會被洩露。他也是真的老江湖啊。
原文：Conversation started, escalating to nudes being sent, escalating to me blowing his mind and him calling me every night on instagram video chat. Time went by and shit started getting serious!
對話就這樣開始了，很快就升溫到——發送裸照、我讓他魂不守舍、他每晚都會通過Instagram給我打我視頻通話。聊著聊著，事情就開始往十八禁的領域發展了！
原文：He was fine, 6'11, goofy, very charming, NO WIFE and NEVER been married so of course I was interested. I kept it real with him, and he kept it real with me about everything EXCEPT 1 THING.....
霍華德可以的。一個大個，呆萌呆萌的，很有魅力，最主要的是沒有女友！而且從來沒有結過婚！！所以我就挺感興趣的，我跟他打開天窗說亮話，他也以同樣的坦誠回敬，可就除了一件事他沒有跟我坦白……
Fast forward, I'm finally face to face with Dwight! And after that day, from my understanding we had a understanding. So I'll just upload this screen record here just in case his team decides to lie. (Ain't no girl gon ask you this)
再後來，我終於能跟霍華德見面了！而在那美妙的一天后，就我的理解來看，我們是達成了共識的。所以我就簡單錄個屏，防止他的團隊決定撒謊（沒有女孩兒會這麼問你的！）
樓主：你的家人和朋友知道你喜歡跟變性人和男人亂搞嗎？還是說，那隻是你的秘密之一呀？
霍華德：你為什麼要問我這個
樓主：我想知道嘛
霍華德：我不想回答
樓主：為什麼?
霍華德：我就是不想
樓主：連我都不知道嘛？
樓主：你當真的？
霍華德：沒什麼可知道的。
樓主：不要在意別人的看法。
霍華德：我不在意啊。沒什麼可知道的。
樓主：但你跟變性人約會啊。
樓主：你還管他們叫“tranny（變性人的蔑稱）”呢。
霍華德：我無法回答。
原文：Fast forward, he's in season and I was unable to travel to every game but every night he'd call me and pretty much same ol same ol
再後來，他要打常規賽了，而我不可能每晚都跟隨他去每個客場，但是每一天都晚上，他都會給我打電話，基本上就還是老樣子哈哈 電話錄音戳我>>
原文：So I find out that he is basically sleeping with someone else..... and here is how that went
然後我發現，基本上，他還會跟其他人上床……下面是電話錄音戳我>>
原文：So this is the someone else, A transgender prostitute that he ALSO had a “understanding” with
這就是那個“其他人”，一個變性人，又一個霍華德“達成共識”的人。
原文：I thought my good sis was a prostitute but as my friend took a deeper look into her page, she actually host TRANSGENDER SEX PARTIES that Dwight Howard (allegedly) often attends, so YES, I lost every bit of my mind
我還以為這個姐妹就是個X女而已，但後來我的朋友深查一下她的個人社交媒體，才發現她其實會經常舉辦【變！性！亂！交！聚！會！】，霍華德（據稱）也是派對的常客。所以，沒錯，我徹底崩潰了。
原文：So this is how that damn conversation went. Typical guy, LYING. I didn't mind cheating but you're “allegedly” at transgender SEX PARTIES sticking your penis in everyone raw? Okay Magic Johnson 2.0 with amnesia
下面就是我們的電話錄音>>。典型的臭男人，只知道撒謊。我倒不介意他出軌，但是你（據稱）跑到變性人的亂交派對上去？還中X出每個人？你這活生生的是健忘的魔術師-約翰遜啊。
原文：My relationship with Dwight pretty much was over in my eyes, especially after he threatened to “beat the sh*t out of me” of course I'm mouthy and threatened him back and said harsh things.
我和霍華德的戀愛關係基本上就這麼在我眼前落幕了，尤其是他威脅要“把我揍出屎”來之後。當然了，我也不是吃素的，我也做出了相應的回擊，說了一些惡毒的話。
原文：SO THIS IS WHERE THE STORY BEGINS.... So one day, I started getting private calls, I was told that it was Dwight, I entertained a couple conversations but turns out IT WAS NOT DWIGHT!
下面這一部分才是故事真正開始的部分——有一天，我開始不斷接到私人電話，電話那邊的人告訴我他是霍華德，我也就跟他交流了幾番，但原來那並不是霍華德。
原文：I began to be STALKED and harassed by this person FOR DAYS. They even called from Russia
我連續幾天都被這個玩仙人跳的男人跟踪並騷擾。他們甚至還從俄羅斯給我打來了電話。
原文：So I decided to download a app called “Trap Call” which tells you whose calling you private and come to find out, it is Dwight Howard's goddamn PASTOR (allegedly) Calvin Simmons
所以我就決定下載一個叫“ Trap Call ”的App，它可以告訴你是誰從私密電話號碼給你打的電話，結果我發現那其實是霍華德的牧師（尚未被證實）—— Calvin Simmons。
So girls, this is our good homophobic SIS.... Miss Calvin Simmons (allegedly)
(312) 439-1880
妹子們把眼睛擦亮了，這就是那個恐同牧師的妻子（尚未被證實），電話號碼為(312) 439-1880
原文：Calvin works for Dwight and Calvin begun to get irate, disrespectful and homophobic as I continued to deny his “hush money” and said I wasn't signing the NDA! He tried to insult my intelligence telling me Dwight doesn't know me and “I never spoke to dwight ” Despite me meeting him
Calvin為霍華德工作。在我拒絕他的封口費並稱我是不會簽署什麼保密協議的之後，Calvin就氣急敗壞了起來，說話絲毫沒有敬意，還充滿了恐同的侮辱詞彙。而且他還侮辱我的智商，說什麼“霍華德根本不認識你”，“你根本沒跟霍華德說過話”，可下面就是鐵證啊>>
原文：(Allegedly) Calvin and Dwight's camp begun to tell me things like “we know where you're at” “we are watching you” “we saw what building you came out of” and even went as deep to telling me “You gon find a new residence”
（尚未被證實）Calvin和霍華德的團隊就開始跟我說些什麼“我們知道你在哪”、“我們在看著你呢”、“我們看到了你從哪棟樓裡出來的”，甚至還過分到讓我“搬家”，錄音戳我（需-翻-牆）>>
原文：So at this point, I am afraid for my life, I'm panicking, I'm having anxiety attacks and for a whole week I was bullied by Dwight's team and Dwight Howard stood there and allowed his team to harass me, and I became a “faggot in a wig” when Dwight is a 6'11 BOTTOM
所以到了這個時候，我為自己的人生安全感到很擔驚受怕，我慌了，各種恐慌症發作，整整一周的時間裡，我都被霍華德團隊各種霸凌。而霍華德就站在那任由這一切發生，我要是“戴假髮的玻璃”，那霍華德就是2米11的 ！
原文：This morning I woke up to a text, stating “you're a dead man walking and you're playing with fire” I have no idea who sent it but I found out from a reliable source Calvin is (Allegedly) a dangerous person and a hypocrite.
今天早上我起床後看到一條短信，說“你是將死之人了，玩火必自X焚”。我完全不知道是誰發的這條短信，但通過一個值得信賴的消息源，我有理由相信Calvin（未經證實）是個危險的人也是個偽君子。
原文：I want you guys to know, I have already contacted police but if anything shall happen to ME, this is the truth, here is my proof and I don't want you guys to ever stop fighting for ME and what is right! Dwight Howard is heartless and has the power to stop all this, but he WONT!
我希望你們知道，我已經聯繫警方了，但如果我真的遇到了不測，這就是事實，這就是我的證據，如果真有那一天，我希望你們能一直為我鬥爭，捍衛正確的事。德懷特-霍華德這個狼心狗肺的有能力阻止這一切發生，但他就是不會！
原文：If I would have taken that money they would of said I “extorted” him. I didn't like Dwight for his money, I liked him for him.
如果我拿了封口費，他們就會說我給霍華德“提供了服務”，可我那時候根本不喜歡霍華德的錢，我那時候喜歡的是他這個人！
原文：It's sad people will assume you're doing shit for “fame” when I been lit, I been that nigga on and offline. Dwight ain't no Kobe, he ain't MJ, he ain't LeBron he ain't even KD. I liked him for who he was and he allowed his people to threaten and disrespect me. Period
人們會揣測我這麼做是為了“名聲”，真的可悲。老娘也是見過大世面的好吧。霍華德可不是科比、喬丹和勒布朗，他甚至連杜蘭特的等級都沒到。我當時喜歡的是他這個人，而他卻放任自己的手下來威脅我，對我不敬。
